I am a racist. I do not mean this that I accept the views of racists. I detest racists. But if I am being totally honest with myself, black men make me nervous in a way that is not true for white men. I was raised in a city that was over 90 percent white during my childhood. Even now out of 100 adult males in Spokane, 84 would be white and three would be black. I was almost twenty years old before I ever interacted with a black person on anything close to a regular basis. (He was hired as a co-worker of mine when I worked KMart.) So I do feel real fear when I consider stepping out at night to seek out a black man who will fuck me. And the fear is part of the thrill. That I said, I serve the big black cock now and I will have to grow more comfortable around black men. And be better for it.

Leave a Reply